Monday, September 24, 2012

Hardcore week.

I was hardcore working last week cause... someone's birthday is on the 23rd of Sep and I planned to get her a new phone: Samsung Galaxy S3. hehehe.

as planned, got her the new S3, thanks to sister- Samantha for delivering the phone to her! and Andy Ng for helping me bring the money back to Msia to bank in to my cousin! ;)

Happy 21st birthday my dear, hope you like the present and I am really sorry that I was not beside u to celebrate your big day. I promised, I will do my best to be there for the following birthdays alright? =)

Hope you enjoyed your birthday but I know you did not cause I was not beside you. HAHAH =P
You will get another little surprise few days later. ;)

 I love your silly look much! =)





Stop working this week as too many assignments to due, I dont wanna get my assignments ruined cause of busy working again! and stupid hands allergic to rubber latex or whatever shit. why must my hands allergy to it and I must wear gloves when Im working!! GAHHH!! just like I love spicy food but my lips allergy to spicy and hot food as after I had them, my lips will be like sausages. LOL


Sunday, September 16, 2012

穷书生

上个POST讲到,我在赌场输了很多钱。这件事也令我改变很多。那件事不久后,我找到了工作,是在一个在澳洲蛮出名的寿司店(SUSHI SUSHI)工作。

这份工作一开始是好像做打杂那样,什么都做:煮饭,炸东西,丢垃圾等等。一开始我真的真的很辛苦,不完全因为我做不惯粗工,而是在那工作真的很辛苦。这段期间,我真的很想一个穷书生那样,需要辛苦工作还要兼顾学业。但这是我自己要的,我不想像个败家子那样,只会花家人的钱,每天都去“泡”。家里情况都没那么完美,做儿子的也应该帮补下吧。我也要让我哥,我姐他们对我刮目相看,我要他们知道,我在他们心中不再是那个老爸最疼,只会乱花钱的弟弟了。

说真的,所有认识我的人,如果看到我工作时一定会心想:“哇靠!智鉷都会到做这样的工?!”
哈哈,连我自己都想不到我这样“挨得”!不过也是因为工钱高的关系啦,不然我才不会那么笨!哈哈!

(工作+读书)遇到压力时,我真的很想放弃,但每当我要放弃时,我都会想着我的目标,激励自己!

每当我工作时感到辛苦,我都会自然而然想到在大马的那些外劳,离乡背井,做到那么辛苦都是为了养活自己的家,所以我觉得我们不可以看不起他们,更不可以歧视他们!每个人都希望含着金钥匙出生,谁不想一生出来就不用为钱而烦恼啊?!

我应该是4/5月开始工作,到6月放假时,我决定用自己赚的钱买机票回大马!在大马是没有人知道我会回去的,甚至我妈。,因为我要surprise他们,看他们的反应!哈哈!

当在飞机上,当机长报告“我们已经到达马来西亚”时,我从窗口看出去,一片绿色的大地,此时,我真的很感触很想掉眼泪,心想:“我,终于回到家了”。
但一踏出去时,心想“妈的!好热啊!”哈哈哈!

在机场等了我那混蛋好友NIGEL两个小时多他才到,我就叫他先带我回家,一到家时,没人。然后就去我爸的office。哈哈,我一进去时,全部人都傻着了看着我,
我妈更不用说了,高兴地快掉眼泪了。
我二姐,简直就是吓着了抱着我哭。
我爸,也很高兴地一直在笑,边骂“衰仔包,回来都不通知声!”。
唯有我大哥最冷静地问:“EH?回来了啊?”哈哈哈
我的猪- 李思颖也被我吓着了!哈哈哈! 当我一出现在她门外对着她笑时,她就“做么你回来了的?!做么你回来了的?!”
大多数全部人都问:“为什么你那么瘦了?!”
呐,现在才知道我在澳洲是多么辛苦,不是在享受人生了吗?!

在要靠近FINAL EXAM时,我生了一场大病,然后又遇上考试压力和之前的工作+学业压力,我在两个星期内暴瘦了几公斤,大肚腩也小了很多!哈哈!


对了,那天也遇到了一个失散多年的堂哥- 明庆!哈哈

我也买了一个我一直想买的奢侈东西:名牌腰带。

在大马时,当然也不断地和我老婆约会 ;)




和她在一起7年了,第一次和她一起去夜店!哈哈!灌醉了她,她,尽然吐在我身上!醉人真难照顾啊!


 兄弟们:


假期回来澳洲后不久,我也买了一辆属于自己的车!1998年出产,NISSAN PULSAR!(在大马是叫NISSAN SENTRA的)
没办法,为了工作方便,必须要买。

 当我爸知道我买车时,很明显他很不高兴,说我为了要享受而买车,当时我真的很失望,我在这那么辛苦工作就是不要成为他的包袱,我的学费已经很贵了,我只想趁我找到工作,我就赚自己的零用钱啊。有车了去做工真的方便很多。而且我又不是买贵的车,我只是随便买一辆旧车来驾叻!不过我妈向他解释后就没什么了。我也不爽一下就没事了。哈哈

距离穷书生完毕的日子还有一个月多,加油!


Thursday, September 6, 2012

Reborn of my dead blog.

Wow! It's been 2 years plus since I last blogged! Didn't think of blogging again until it comes out of my mind randomly few days ago and so, I've decided to blog again! Haha!

Reading back those post few years ago, it's like reading a younger person's blog. it's obvious that the way I think has changed much compare to few years back. I know it's normal as everyone grows up! hahaha!

Many things happen between these 2 years, I cant really recall and blog it all! I regret for stop blogging years ago, or else I can read my posts and recall what had happen these times.

I guess the major incident happened was: I had a terrible accident on 29th of April 2011. I was fucking drunk, til I didn't know why was I at the place! I actually reached home safely after drinking, but I received a call from my pet sister and we talked about her bf and bla bla bla then I think I wanted to explain an misunderstanding of her bf, so I went out again (this is what i remembered). And I bang-ed a pillar outside my house and I bang-ed the divider at the roundabout outside my house. After I reached Setia Alam, I slipped my car and bang-ed to the divider at the fly over, and at last, I was speeding and entered into the wrong junction and that was a big corner, that time I didn't know how to drop gear but instead, just stepped on the break pedal and this cause my car slipped and bang-ed into the divider then my car turn over like upside down.

When the car turn over, my mind turned white, it's really like I'm going to die: Blind image and images of my parents, girlfriend, family just flew pass my mind. Then I wake up and tell myself that I can't die! I can't just leave my mum and my gf like that!! the following thing I worried about was: there's car coming on my direction and hit my car (if it really happen before I climb out from the car, I confirm K.O.). I tried my very best to climb out from the car from the small crack of my car's window and ran to the roadside quickly. At last, I was safe at the road side stoning and looking at my car. I couldn't believe what just happened that time!

here are some pics of the accident.



This is the 2nd life of Felix's and thank god for blessing me! I promised I will appreciate my life and won't make my parents and gf worry about me!

Other than that, my dad has sent me to Perth to continue my studies. Living in Perth is also another reason that changed me a lot. 1-2 months after I've been here, I went to Burswood and lost quite a lot of money, and I keep blaming myself that time as my dad worked so hard just to send me to overseas and I just lost my 1 month pocket money in just 1 fucking night. It's actually quite a difficulty to send me overseas and he shouldn't have do so as it really will spend a lot if I study in Perth, but he still does so cause he loves me, he doesn't want me to feel unfair as both of my older brothers has been to overseas for studies for years. I still remembered years ago my dad asked me: "Hong, will you feel unfair and blame me if I send u to overseas for just 1 year or if I can't afford to send u by the time?" I was stun looking at him and don't know what to response, I admit that I feel a bit unfair but if he really couldn't do so, i wont blame him. And yeah, thanks to Burswood, I only would think of that properly and know what to do next. And Gambling is Stupid, Greedy kills. No one wins all the time.

Oh yea, finally think of something positive and lovely to blog about! Haha! One day, my girl and I were just wanted to go have lunch at Manhantan Fish Market, the Curve. when we got up the shopping mall, there was a shed of wedding photo and a girl came to us and asked whether we like Taiwan bla bla bla.. we didn't realize it was a wedding photo promoting at first as the girl was damn smart! she started the conversation with other way! and when we sat down and talked, she slowly showed the wedding photos and at last showed us the promotion they were having!
The promotion was really interesting and I paid for the deposit, which mean, we will go to Taiwan for our wedding photo taking session in the future!




Because of you behave like a little girl and keep asking me to go KLCC aquarium with you...


And we went to the Manhantan Fish Market for the big seafood plate...
Then we got this!
HAHAHA everything sounds like planned! =P

She scolded me stupid but I know that she felt really sweet and happy in her heart! hehe! I Love You, Carmen Lee Sze Yiing! hopefully you are the bride in few years time?! =)


Okay, Enough of typing essay! hahaha see yea soon

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Jan 2010 - July 2010

March 2010 - i quit my job at the recon car seller and started my studies at Metropolitan and doing Australian Degree Transfer Program (ADTP). it's 1st year degree and i haven choose what to major yet, most probably will be accounting and finance.


Everything goes well in college. met new friends, new environment (not really new for me actually cause it's still in Subang area). the lecturers LOVE to spoon feed us and made me got A for computing, almost another A for microecon, B for financial accounting and unexpected i got A for marketing.my new classmates. =)
natalie(left 1)'s birthday celebration at bangsar. =D


my mui- Ng Kar Shie, Dawn gave me a puppy. it's a labrador, yellowish labrador. 100 thanks to her cause i knew she loves it too but her family doesn't like to feed a big size doggie. dun worry, i will take good care of him, but the problem is, he's too hyper active until i duno how to train him. =(
you guys can see more photos of my new puppy - Gordon Louis and my old big dog - Happy on my FB. =)



the best pic. =)

during june-july, a best friend of mine had problem with his gf. and he came back m'sia from 'overseas' just to see her and tried to settle their problem. what i can said is (my own opinion), he really did too much to save their relationship, but, unfortunately........
he is really in deep love of her until insomnia for almost every night just thinking bout her. and keep thinking how to save their relationship. every time i chat with him, he confirm will say something bout her. i really feel bad cause i couldn't help him much, but i really duno what can i do for them. cause i know if a couple are forced to be together, they will not happy.

i really hope that SHE will think back of HIM, will realize how much HE did for HER someday and give HIM another chance.


july 2010- went to penang with my classmates after the final exams, we had fun. PENANG FOOD, I MISS! really miss those delicious penang food. has been eating 'oh jian', 'popiah' continuously. oh ya, special thanks to Alex and Natalie for being our tour guide for these few days. appreciate it. =)

car team - outsiderz, had been cutting of those inactive members. the team is getting smaller but it's more tolerated. =)

Thursday, July 22, 2010

the recovery of my dead blog.

wow. its been a long time that i didnt update my blog. the last post was my birthday post. haha. it's sweet when read back how my friends celebrated with me..

anyway, i supposed to update this dead blog after my cousin brother's wedding dinner at penang which was few months ago but i was damn lazy until my finals were around the corner and now the finals ended almost 1 month. haha.

few months ago:

Parents brought me back to hometown (Butterworth, penang) to attend my dad-side cousin brother's wedding dinner. He is 22 years old and his wife is just 19 or 20 years old. haha. guess u guys know what happened lar, which couple will get marry at this early 20's unless there is a special case? yea, my cousin sister-in-law got pregnant.

okay, bout my cousin brother, i haven met him for years. i remembered the last met was when i was oni 13 or 14 years old? i think longer than that time cause he started to work when he was in secondary school. before all these, he was really a problematic teenager, but as the time goes on, people will get more mature and they will 'WAKE UP' and stop doing all the non-profitable stuff and started to think bout their future and so on. from his situation i think of my another cousin which is from my mum-side one and same age as me. he stopped schooling since he was form 1, what can a kid do without a minimum SPM cert? those workmanship. he shifted many jobs and now, i do not know what job is he working bout. how much i WISH he will 'WAKE UP' soon and stop those 'icey', 'K' stuff. his brothers even fed up on him. sigh.

back to my cousin's wedding. the funniest part is (its just what i thought), his eldest brother didn't attend his wedding dinner. i was like how sad would he be when he didn't see his brother there, i didn't know what happen to his brother la, maybe got business to do or what. but how could he skipped his brother's wedding, even skipped the ceremony before wedding dinner(敬茶仪式).

也许现在19岁的我还不够成熟,我对自己说,将来我结婚时,哪个哥哥或姐姐不参加我的婚礼,我会很生气。也许你们会觉得我很野蛮,但我是来自一个特殊的家庭环境,从小我就是一个人生活,虽然我有2个哥哥,2个姐姐,但我们不是住在同一间家。所以我真的很希望在某某特别场合时,可以和我哥哥姐姐们一起度过,一起见证我的婚礼。

有时候我蛮羡慕家里有兄弟姐妹的朋友,虽然他们时常都会投诉他们的兄弟姐妹很烦等等,但至少他们不是每天都一个人在家发酶。得空时可以欺负下弟弟妹妹。哈哈

有时候当我很烦时,真的很希望我哥或姐是睡我隔壁房,我就可以过去找他们谈心事,让他们给我意见解决我的问题。但,这一切都只是可以成为幻想,一个没有可能发生的事。

有时候当我姐给我看他们4兄弟姐妹的合照时,我很高兴,同时也很伤心,很羡慕他们可以一起合照。因为活了19年的我,没有跟他们4个一起合照过。

当我开始懂事的那年起,我的生日愿望就是张家可以拍一张全家福,一张完整一个成员也不少的全家福。

唉,讲到这些事时,心情总是非常低落。酒精是唯一能让我忘记我的伤感的办法。




Tuesday, January 5, 2010

19th Birthday 2010

4th of Jan,
tzekai called me out at 11pm. he asked me go to station 1, sunway. haha!

here were some 'AWESOME' plans by Lenard SiowTzeKai, ChongPuyHoong, Thom WongHanYang & Carmen PIG LeeSzeYiing:
Hoong - while i was working-serving customers, CHONG PUY HOONG called me and it just rang for 2-3 times.
then i text-ed him 'sup?'.
he replied 'fk u la. now oni reply. i got into an accident and needed your help just now but u din pick up my call! pls fk off and i dont need your help!'
i was like 'wtf??'

ok. nvm.. here is another AWESOME acting:
Thom: bro, where are you? have u got ur salary? i need help. i need $$ urgently.
me: i haven't got my salary, how much u need?
Thom: RM300. when can u give me?
me: okay. give me some time cause i have to go ATM. perhaps at night? 11pm? cause tzekai asked me go there. u wan i ask hoong they all?
Thom: i asked them d. all together got 700. i expect u got another 300. i need 1k.
me: ok. wait me go ATM 'press' for u.
Thom: how much u can borrow me?
me: u said 300 ma. 300 lor. i cant borrow u much cause i haven't got my pocket money and my mum will check my bank account.
Thom: then nvm la. no need d.
Me: how much u need? so tonight still wanna meet me and i pass u the 300 ma?
Thom: nonid d. NOT ENOUGH. (not enough? i thought u were just asking for 300 and u just need 1000???)

another ACTING by the beloved PIG:
she just suddenly changed 360 degree and 'WAS' angry cause i didn't reply her sms-es.

point 1: no matter how bad mood and s.h is puy hoong, he also wont be so s.h until simply scold people like that. how come he will suddenly changed? haha!
point 2: thom said he need to borrow 300 from me but at last say not enough. -.-
point 3: LeeSY wont be so childish and angry me cause i didn't reply her. cause she knows i'm busy working sometimes.
point 4: i called tzekai what happened to Hoong and Thom and told him the whole situation. OK LA. HIS ACTING is quite good. BUT! he called back and said 'i called hoong just now. he said his car BROKE DOWN and the location is near my working place, that's why he's so angry.

OKAY.... BROKE DOWN huh? i thought Hoong mentioned he got into an ACCIDENT?? hahahahaha

brothers.. i ain't dumb ok.. but seriously la.. HOONG & THOM, your acting was 'GREAT'.! not forgetting the '..' sign. xD
ALTHOUGH it was really 'AWESOME', but i really APPRECIATE what u guys did for me la.. it's really TOUCHING.. =)

was late to station one and saw MANY FRIENDS were standing there waiting. I'm sorry la cause the stupid police road block. brainless shit. 4 lanes to 1 lane, of course will jam like hell and i was late lo.. haha..

went in to Station 1 and started ordering foods and drinks, suddenly, the lights deemed, haha.. know what happened next la.. birthday song and cake.. BUT i did not expect they actually made a CAKE FACIAL for me.. -.- ohya, Hoong & Thom appeared from behind.. LOL.. seriously, i thought they will made me a surprise by bringing SzeYiing there.. i know it wouldn't happen but i stilll wished for it.. i even asked "where is Sze Yiing?". all stunned then Tze Kai told me she couldn't come out. OKAY. EXPECTED THAT. but she recorded something for me. it was the SWEETEST moment on my birthday when i listened to it. i keep on smiling when listening to it. thanks my dear! love u! =)

I'm DAMN happy to see all my bros and muis there although I was damn tired and sleepy. haha! Jiayang, Beh & Shie bought me a Nike Basketball! LOve it much!

They asked me to blow the candle 1st then oni make a wish, then i was curious and asked why the steps wrong d?? then they said NEW STYLE. lol..


the cake facial, thanks to u guys.. -.-


The dear Ah MuiS - KarShie & MuiiYee (left out Gillian =[ )


Special Thanks to the Organizer -TzeKai! love u bro..

These called BROTHERS and SISTERS.

TzeKai, Justin, Thom, Hoong, YouWei, ChiLun, JiaYang, Beh, Hean, Roger, Kevan, KarShie, MuiiYee, Shin. thanks for spending your night time to celebrate with me & thanks for everything. Love Ya'll! =D

5th of Jan,
woke up early in the morning and went to work like normal. some cars arrived and boss asked some of us go drive the cars back. Went Port Klang to drive back all the cars. 3 cars arrived - Merc E200 Kompressor, Merc E240 and Merc SLK200. drove SLK200 as a gift from my boss? haha! i love this car weih! I wan LANYENG then opened the roof, the weather is nice that time. BUT, it turned Hotter later. ok lor.. wan lanyeng but got SUN-BURN. sounds stupid i know. xD

argued with SzeYiing cause she couldn't dinner with me and my family. i know i shouldn't mind this. SORRY.

went Saisaki Japanese Buffet with my parents. my dad did not dare to ask what i want for my present. hahaha!

for those who wished me no matter thru facebook or SMS or call, THANKS ALOT~! really appreaciate that! love u guys! THANKS again! =)


Hugo element by my elder sister - Samantha Teoh! love it much! thanks Jiejie!! =D


a Nike basketball by Beh Hee Leng, Ng Kar Shie & Kua Jia Yang. i think i won't be using this ball cause it's a gift by my best friendS.. thank you guys! =)

Sunday, January 3, 2010

4 days continuous BBQ party.

30th of dec - BBQ party at Dino's place (Bukit Jelutong)
31st of dec - new year eve BBQ party at Kar Shie's place (Taman Megah)
1st of Jan - BBQ party with OutsiderZ mates at A'Famosa
2nd of Jan - 5sf2 gathering BBQ party at Neo's place ( Bukit Jalil)

went to A'Famosa right after the New Year Eve BBQ party with Youwei. reached there in 1 hour.
1st of Jan, went to play paintball with OutsiderZ mates at Melacca. it's damn fun, u guys should try it.. it's a bit pain la if u shot by others. but the feel is damn nice. hahahaha! ohya. do not play with experts 1st if u r still a newbie, their guns(called marker) is damn chunted and damn fast. u will get more hurt if u shot by them. tinghang had try it. haha!

2nd of Jan, 5sf2 gathering was fun. met many ex-classmates. and of course, BULLY-ED KOK FUI! hahaha! miss him so much. cause no one to let me bully in college. xD

3rd of Jan, went to SOUL-ed OUT with beh, jiayang, karshie, shangshen and his college classmates.

4th of Jan, it's 1 more day to my DAY. wait calls. im still rotting in the showroom and blogging. -.-